Gone But Never Forgotten.

Have you guys ever lost a family member? Or a close friend? I really haven't ever had to go through that..  Both my Moms parents passed away when I was about three so I don't really remember.. But I haven't really ever had to go through the pain of loosing somebody. Well at least until last Thursday. One of my good friends, Alex had leukemia cancer. She got better, but then it came back even worse.. Alexandria was an amazing girl. This girl could put a smile on any body's face. She had a smile that would light up the whole room. She brought joy to every body's life. I would do anything to be able to go back and see her just one more time... I will never forget the memories we shared. All of them just keep replaying in my mind, Almost like when your favorite scene of a movie replays in your mind. Its like you can just close your eyes and see that whole scene. That's how it is whenever I think about one of the great memories we had.. It just breaks my heart knowing that you were so young.. Just twelve years old. It really made me think how short life actually is. We never know who could leave us. It will all just happen in a blink of an eye. I don't think its fair that this had to happen. I don't understand and I probably never will. But I know that all your pain is gone and your in a much better place. Even though I may be lost, heartbroken, devastated, and really confused. But I know that everything is going to be okay. I'm just going be strong and get through this. Alex, one day we will meet again. Its not a goodbye its just a see yeah later.

You Have A Purpose.

Have you ever just wondered why am I here? Have you ever felt unloved, taken for granted or just straight up useless? I know I have. But even when I am having the worst days, Or just not doing well.. I always remember there has to be a purpose for me being here. Even when most of the time I don't think I'm talented or Pretty or really anything. But I always think to myself and know that one day ill find out what I'm good at. I may not know now, but someday I will. I just have to give it time. It is hard for me not knowing what my talent is when I have an amazing beautiful sister who can basically do anything in the whole world! I look up to her. She means the world to me, And I hope one day ill be able to be amazing like her. It may be later in life.. But hey! I've still got time. So for all you people out there that feel useless like me, just remember you were put here for a reason and you have a purpose just like me.
Jer 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you says the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.